Sad

Hmm... i really don't know what to say. I don't want to aggravate things.

it's just so sad how things rounded up this way. but i won't tone down the pain and say that these are the Lord's will, i know that they are not. they are consequences of our actions. kinda depressing, but well, what can i do? had i been who i was before, i would have word-fought back. let's just say that it's quite a blessing a good friend and adviser is here beside me leading me on what is right to do. now this is the Lord's will, unexpectedly finding him here in perfect timing. i'm not being passive, just considering it pure joy and celebrating life even through these things.

p.s. i said sorry. and i was...