bidding adieu

I'm so tired. I've never been this tired before.. ever... I'm tired of my job... of talking... of waiting... of being at my best.. of failing... of dreaming.. of hoping... of crying... of singing.. of dancing...

I've lost my will to get up in the evening and get out of the house to go to work... and God forbid.. I'm starting to lose even my will to go to sleep in the morning...

Nothing makes sense to me anymore... Everything is a sham... I'm becoming more of a failure with each day that passes...I need a rest...Please take me home...