Nostalgia in the Midst of a Curse

I've been searching your thoughts for the past few days. Somehow I can't move on and separate myself from you. Not that I've ever been a part of your life, and I bet you've forgotten me by now.

But here I am, submitting myself to this emotional battery, trying to catch up and get hold of you... But the more that I try to reach out, the more I realize how far you are from me,, and I bleed even more in heartache and madness...

I want to be a part of you... I want to share your pain, your joy, your guilt, your silence...
Please tear away your claws from me... I'm crying in pain and sadness...
Please... take away these memories of you...