A Drunkard's Tale

in a field of dreams, i lie,
lost in the vengeance
of nightmares
running inside this room,
drunk,
insatiable,
and my shadow mourns
for the lost dreams,
lost soul...
regrets leave me no space
for my own contemporary dreams.
the half-life
i succumb to
pulls me deeper
into the abyss...
my soul cries out
and begs for release
from this unwanted prison
i am pushed into.
but im bound by this curse,
this prowess
i wasnt supposed to stumble into.

im hopeless, im careless
magnified by this madness.
this strength is my weakness
this weakness is my strength...
but i cant escape...
i cant stop...
im hooked...
im addicted to you...